I really dont even think any one reads this but yeah i dont care its pretty much just a place for me to vent. If you happen to come by this and read it and like it thats even better,
I wish i could get outta this town just for a few days. No cell phone no internet... No nothing just get away and think and almost like connect more with my self and god.. I dont work the rest of the week so im really thinkin about taking off and going some where i dont know where pretty much any where but here..
So ive been snoopin around on peoples my spaces and facebooks latley mainly cuz i have nothing to do ill get more into that later. But what ive noticed is that people are freakin obsessed with alcohal. Its seriously ridiculous this world would be a much better place without that crap. If your 21 and you want to a have a drink or two thats cool. But seriously whats up with everyones obsession with alochal? People seriously almost like worship it. Alcohal seems like a god to some people which is freakin crazy. NOTHING good comes from going out and getting drunk. Seriously, blacking out, hookin up with random people, drinkin and driving, fights, arguments, and the list goes on and on. I just dont get it. Yeah i used to drink so i guess i dont have room to talk but seriously take a friggen step back and look around at people. Go up to the fair and see all the losers that are so drunk they are falling over. Its not even just teenagers adults are horrible with it too. it takes over your life. Its an addiction. Its also expensive seriously just think about it if you do drink alot how much money you would save if you didnt drink. It just pisses me off. Most of the girls in this town seem to be obsessed with alcohal. I just dont understand.
I guess im just frustrated with life in general....I dont have a whole lot of friends right now...Not sayin that to make ya feel sorry for me but its true...Lets see here...Simon is married about to get a full time job and is busy a lot...Nick is married and has newborn kid and a job...Reezy full time job and leaving in like 2 weeks for school..Kdub busy alot and leaving for school in like 3 weeks...Jr busy with school all the time...Tyler busy with work and his gf all the time....The list goes on and on...Its just a hard part in my life right now i guess..I knew it was gonna happen especially with all of my friends being older but it just sucks right now
BLAHHi just wanna get awayy...
