Life
This was such a good fight. Jens didnt fight that well but it was still a battle of epic proportions. Jens was not aggresive at all and seem very passive but he will be back and come back with a fury.
I've decided that I am going to try to start blogging more, we will see how that works....
Life has been soo confusing and crappy lately. I am not being my true self and i know that I need to change that and start acting like that. The only problem is that i don't know what my true self is. It seems like im always tryin to act differently around who ever im with to try to fit in. Im not sure but im guessing that this comes from my self confidence issues and i just want to be accepted and liked but i realize that its not good for me to be like that and im going to work on changing that and be my self no matter who i am around. And just learn to live with the fact that some people arent going to like me.
I also have realized that i need to start living out my faith more. Its just something that is really hard to do because once again i want everyone to like me and i know that there is some people that wont like me because of the fact that i am a christian but i am starting to realize that i shouldnt care about those people. Why should i try to make everyone happy in this world and not make the person who created me and everything else happy.
On a lighter note i am super excited because tomorrow is finally my last day of high school! I am so excited to get out of there. I liked high school for a while when i used to party every weekend but high school is lame and annoying when you aren't going out and getting drunk every weekend cuz that is what pretty much every highschool kid does.
I am also super excited for the finals to start KB24 and teh lakers and going to take down the celtics fa sho.
I think im gonna call it a night tho and go to bed ill pry blog so more tom..
Brandon
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